hate bad happy days.

y'know, a bad happy day? when the day starts out AMAZING and then it gets bad? they suck worse than bad days. 'cause bad days, they start bad but might get better (which actually usually happens for me) but happy days gone bad just SUCK. 'cause you were enjoyin' your life, and then it got shot. with an 8 gauge.

i seem to have a nasty habit of finding friends who i can help to cheer them up, but then when i'm upset, they can't seem to do anything but annoy the living tar outta me. or? they'll be the ones to tick me off in the first place.
but, what're friends for, anyway?

oh...the reason im using yellow for all the things that annoy me is cause i dont like yellow.... dont ask why.... i just think its an ugly, over-bright color. (no offense to yellow lovers....)

but, what're people like me for? we're for cheering up the world, whether or not we're cheerful. that's why God created us.... to help. eventually, we might find someone else for us... to keep us happy... but who knows how long that might take?
i guess i'll find out eventually.