Gossip

know something i REALLY hate?? gossips. i have to admit, lately ive been majorly sucked into it b/c no one stops complaining about each other behind the others backs. but i rele hate gossiping, and gossipers, and ESPECIALLY when i am talked ABOUT. and even MORE so when it is lies. and when that person obviously has NO idea what they are talking about.
so ive had sex with several boys before, huh?
i would simply love to know who said this so i can set them straight. i'm extremely pissed off. ridiculously. i'm not even mad at whoever is saying this, unless they were doing it intentionally and maliciously. then i would be mad at her (whoever HER is).
but y'know, i'm also... ugh. i don't know. the person who told me this was being honest of his opinion of me and told me that i was a bit too forward, this that & the 3rd and i tried to not get pissed. but... ugh. and you know, i'm sort of just as much pissed at myself. because of my behavior. its my own fault that he thinks of me like he does. but i was at a party, sugar high and not acting like i normally do. and i always talk like i do; i suppose i cant blame him at all. so i'm really just pissed at myself.
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GAH.
FUCK.
ugh. i'm really fucking tired now. it's 2 minutes to 10, and i'm exhausted, and i have a HUGE exam tomorrow in science that might decide my grade for the third marking period. i'm screwed. i'm going to bed. good night, world.